My nervous breakdown
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 at 01:26PM Finally am at the point of having a nervous breakdown today. Started tearing up on the way to drop Graeme off at school. No particular reason, just the overwhelming feeling that everything in my life is about to change. Not to mention, the dishwasher isnt working, I need to install a land line, and the toilet is leaking. Oh, and the wireless router isnt routing.
Called my good friend Norma who thankfully was home and without kids. Just the opportunity to spout off random thoughts and fears and 'to do's out loud (and laugh at them, as I always do with Norma). It will be OK.
I just want to breathe my way through this week. As much as I look forward to getting through the week, I do not want it to end...as it will be the end of life here on Columbia Boulevard for a year. And...for a year of what?? Can I just send the kids? How did I get myself into this?
My anxiety level right now is off the chart.
Reader Comments (2)
Janet, Hope you are feeling better today than you were yesterday. I am sure the stress level is off the roof for you now. Keep going and know it will all be completed very soon and you will be starting your new excellent adventure!!
Murphy's Law? Sounds like you are so going to deserve a bit of pampering when you arrive in Portugal. Ted tells me he is looking forward to spending time with the boys while you and Code have some reunion time...cash inon those grandfather chips I say.